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A New Beginning
04:12
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A new beginning
Means another end
Nothing lasts forever
Why couldn’t I see it?
Falling apart
Now it seems so obvious but
Is it all my fault?
The way that this played out?
You said that you would always be here
It’s funny that you’re not
You all abandoned me
When I was of no use
I’m sorry I’m the not same
Don’t you know that people change?
A new beginning
Means another end
Nothing lasts forever
Why couldn’t I see it?
Falling apart
Now it seems so obvious but
Is it all my fault?
The way that this played out?
You said that you would always be here
It’s funny that you’re not
You all abandoned me
When I was of no use
I’m sorry I’m the not same
Don’t you know that people change?
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2. |
Edwards St.
03:37
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After all I’ve done for you
What do you have to say?
I try my best and yet
I have to push you away
You didn’t even care
Only thought about yourself
Why give you the time of day?
There’s a reason why I left
Although I miss you
I’m better off
Even If I had stayed
You wouldn’t give a fuck
We tried to help you
But you couldn’t change
You have to help yourself
There’s no one else who will
And even if there was
Why would they stay?
If you can’t change you selfish ways?
I love you but
I have to let you go
You have to help yourself
There’s no one else who will
And even if there was
Why would they stay?
If you can’t change you selfish ways?
After all I’ve done for you
What do you have to say?
I tried my best and yet
I had to push you away
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3. |
Static
04:32
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It’s days like that I feel,
Truly alone.
The yearly occurrence,
Of loss of control.
I sit here,
Alone in the dirt.
Past mistakes and grudges,
The people I’ve hurt
You helped me move past it,
Helped me out of this.
Constant state of worry,
Away from the abyss.
You are all I need,
There’s static in the air we breathe.
The moon shines high and bright,
I know we’ll be alright.
These days I feel better,
A feeling of hope.
No longer scared of silence,
Back in control.
I sit here with you,
Both in the dirt.
Talking bout our memories
The one’s that still hurt
We help each other through it,
Help each other out of this,
Constant state of worry,
Away from the abyss
You are all I need,
There’s static in the air we breathe.
The moon shines high and bright,
I know we’ll be alright.
We help each other through it,
Help each other out of this,
Constant state of worry,
Away from the abyss
You are all I need,
There’s static in the air we breathe.
The moon shines high and bright,
I know we’ll be alright.
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When they say “you should move on” they mean forgetting
But I don’t want to forget
Every memory I have of you is good
Even the ones that hurt
Because even though you were gone
And even though I was hurting
I had you
And I knew you
Falling, and I'm falling,
I hear you calling,
Drawing a line to where you stand.
But now I'm falling, yeah I'm falling,
Without a warning,
Crossing the line to where left me,
Now it doesn't mean a thing.
Grief isn’t about forgetting
It’s about preserving your memory
That memory I have of you
And carrying it on
For those who never got the chance to meet you
We may have been young when you died
But the joy you brought into the world is immeasurable
Even if you only brought joy to me
It still is immeasurable
Because even though you were gone
And even though I was hurting
I had you in my life
I had you
And I knew you
Falling, and I'm falling,
I hear you calling,
Drawing a line to where you stand.
But now I'm falling, yeah I'm falling,
Without a warning,
Crossing the line to where left me,
Now it doesn't mean a thing.
There’s so many people I wish you could meet
And so many experiences I wish we could share
But even though we can’t
I know I’ll always have you here
I don’t know where you are now
Be it in heaven or somewhere else
But I know I carry on your spirit
In everything I do
Because even though you were gone
And even though I was hurting
I had you in my life
I had you
And I knew you
If I could see you
All i’d want to say is
I love you
Falling, and I'm falling,
I hear you calling,
Drawing a line to where you stand.
But now I'm falling, yeah I'm falling,
Without a warning,
Crossing the line to where left me,
Now it doesn't mean a thing.
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Letters to Heaven
05:17
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My life is falling apart,
Nothing seems to be working.
I wish I had the heart to say,
I miss you.
You couldn’t bear to stay,
So you gave your life away.
I wish I could hear you say,
I love you.
It’s been two whole days since you’ve passed,
I don’t know how I’ve lasted.
Nothing can change the past,
But my memories will fade over time.
It’s been two whole weeks since you’ve passed,
I don’t know how I’ve lasted.
Nothing can change the passed,
But my memories will fade over time.
There’s a million things I would tell you,
If I had the chance.
If I could send letters to heaven,
Would you read them and send me one back.
Let me know how you are doing,
Are you still proud of me?
I sometimes really doubt that,
I guess I’ll just have to wait and see.
It’s been two whole months since you’ve passed,
I don’t know how I’ve lasted.
Nothing can change the passed,
But my memories will fade over time.
It’s been two whole years since you’ve passed,
I don’t know how I’ve lasted.
Nothing can change the passed,
But my memories will fade over time.
I love you
I love you
I love you
I
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6. |
Fading Memory
04:54
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That look in your eyes
As you try not to cry
I’ll be there by your side
In the pouring rain
What do you see in me?
A fading memory?
Of the good times come and gone
There’s not much left for us here
There’s nothing you should fear
I’m sorry it turned out
This way
Only time will tell…
I’m sorry
For how this all turned out
I won’t leave you
I won’t leave
I won’t…
When all is said and done
I hope I mean something to someone
Will I be remembered?
When I fade away?
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7. |
End of the Beginning
03:29
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Do I have to be better?
Nothing has changed.
So much time has passed,
Still this feeling remains.
It’s that time of year,
When I feel like all hope,
Escapes through my hands,
Leaving nowhere to go.
Why can’t I see?
The people that care for me.
I’m not as alone,
As I might have known.
Do I have to be better?
Nothing has changed.
So much time has passed,
Still this feeling remains.
It’s so hard to see,
Through the guilt and the grief.
Even when there is hope,
Staring right back at me.
As the day reaches near,
And I feel like all hope,
Is slipping away,
I feel so alone.
Why can’t I see?
The life here for me.
There’s hope for me here,
I know I’m not alone.
I look into my past,
It all happened so fast.
Has everything changed,
I just can’t explain.
What lead me here?
What is it I fear?
That feeling comes back around
Do I have to be better?
Nothing has changed.
So much time has passed,
Still this feeling remains.
It’s so hard to see,
Through the guilt and the grief.
Even when there is hope,
Staring right back at me.
It’s time of year,
When I feel like all hope,
Escapes from through my hands,
Leaving nowhere to go.
Why can’t I see?
The people that care for me.
I’m not as alone,
As I might have known.
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8. |
Countdown
05:13
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It’s time for me to say goodbye,
To everything I’ve left behind.
And as for all that’s said and done,
I know I mean something to someone.
And now I have you.
I can feel you now,
Will you show me how?
There’s pain we feel we need to hide,
It slowly eats us up inside.
And as for all that’s said and done,
You know you mean something to someone.
Can you feel me now?
I will show you how.
We are not alone.
There’s a place for us here, you know?
We are not alone,
The stars look down on us, aglow.
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