lyrics
Do I have to be better?
Nothing has changed.
So much time has passed,
Still this feeling remains.
It’s that time of year,
When I feel like all hope,
Escapes through my hands,
Leaving nowhere to go.
Why can’t I see?
The people that care for me.
I’m not as alone,
As I might have known.
Do I have to be better?
Nothing has changed.
So much time has passed,
Still this feeling remains.
It’s so hard to see,
Through the guilt and the grief.
Even when there is hope,
Staring right back at me.
As the day reaches near,
And I feel like all hope,
Is slipping away,
I feel so alone.
Why can’t I see?
The life here for me.
There’s hope for me here,
I know I’m not alone.
I look into my past,
It all happened so fast.
Has everything changed,
I just can’t explain.
What lead me here?
What is it I fear?
That feeling comes back around
Do I have to be better?
Nothing has changed.
So much time has passed,
Still this feeling remains.
It’s so hard to see,
Through the guilt and the grief.
Even when there is hope,
Staring right back at me.
It’s time of year,
When I feel like all hope,
Escapes from through my hands,
Leaving nowhere to go.
Why can’t I see?
The people that care for me.
I’m not as alone,
As I might have known.
credits
from
A New Beginning,
released November 30, 2022
Written, performed, recorded, produced, mixed and mastered by Ferghal Hughes.
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